I have a topic. I even have an excuse. But I still can not start a conversation.

I’ve been dealing with this insecurity for quite a while. And it’s a struggle everyday.

When I speak, I like to be relevant. I hate to be boring or dull.

It’s as easy as turning back and talking. And it’s as hard as simply opening my mouth.

I struggle everyday.
And of course, you are the hardest target for me. But I guess that makes the achievement even more worth the while.